At last the Lord has revealed.. but God please show the way. I have for the longest time thought there was something wrong.. but well, cause I know I am the sensitive short... I tell myself not to be oversensitive.. so I put all the blame too.... I AM OVERSENSITIVE. Well, as of now, I could just say there is something wrong.. but God I need your light and wisdom to guide me to deal with this... God... pls help...
Extracted from Where is the love by Black Eye Peas "Father, Father, Father help us Send us some guidance from above 'Cause people got me, got me questionin' Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love) Where is the love (The love) Where is the love The love, the love
It just ain't the same, always unchanged New days are strange, is the world insane If love and peace is so strong Why are there pieces of love that don't belong Nations droppin' bombs Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones With the ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin' in Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug If you never know truth then you never know love Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know) Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know) Where's the love, y'all
People killin', people dyin' Children hurt and you hear them cryin' Can you practice what you preach And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us Send us some guidance from above 'Cause people got me, got me questionin' Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love) Where is the love (The love) Where is the love The love, the love
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder Most of us only care about money makin' Selfishness got us followin' our own direction Wrong information always shown by the media Negative images is the main criteria Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria Kids act like what they see in the cinema Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity Whatever happened to the fairness in equality Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under Gotta keep my faith alive to lovers bound"
This songs really aptly puts how I am feeling right now. Not so much of the love of nations.. but rather.. just the love among people.
Burdened.. God, come and guide as I commit it to you...
Love, Liang Ming
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Pslam 1 Blessed is the man who does not walk in the counsel of the wicked or stand in the way of sinners or sit in the seat of mockers. But his delight is in the law of the Lord, and on his law he meditates day and night. He is like a tree planted by streams of water, which yields its fruit in season and whose leaf does not wither. Whatever he does prospers. Not so the wicked! They are like chaff that the wind blows away. Therefore the wicked will not stand in judgement, nor sinners in the assembly of righteous. For the Lord watches over the way of the righteous, but the way of the wicked will perish.
This psalm spoke to me alot. The whole book of Psalm started with the word "blessed". As i asked God why, His reply was simple.. He wants to bless us.. He wants us to be blesed by Him. As I read on, the 3 most common thing we do struck me. Walk, Stand, Sit. Then this occured to me: If we walk with someone, it might seem to us to be of very little importance... perhaps a passing friendship, so we might think it does not matter if they are "ungodly". But the next thing is stand. This means we are still more in their company and we are beginning to feel at home with them - thought they are "sinners". Lastly, here comes sitting - Now, we might feel right at home, for we sit down with them, even though they are scornful. If we love the Lord Jesus, and His Word, we shall not want to walk or stand or sit in the company of those who do not love Him. We separate from them but we do not isolate ourselves, for we must witness to them.
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Guess where i went today!! I went to Eski Bar.. omg! this bar is so cool i tell you! hahaha.. it was damn funny.. Happily after SAD Lesson, xr and i just had a casual chat of going out as we din have to go for the 3-5pm FM lesson. And the casual chat turned out to something so so so fun! This girl was so high that she wanted to drink at 2plus in the AFTERNOON.. and the NICE me accompnied her... and this girl was dying to go to Eski Bar.. not any other Bar.. but just ESKI bar.. ahahhaa.. i was thinking, ok lah.. perhaps its just another Bar... so off from school, we headed to Eski Bar... As we walked out of school, xr suddenly said, oh no!!! is the Bar opened yet?? hahha.. me not being a frequent Bar going and her being the blur sotong, we just started laughing and started to call the frequent goers.. but no one knows... in the end we just hopped on a cab and we went to Clarke Quay.. hahaha.. and we reached at 4.. and gues what!! The Bar opened at 4!! So amazing! hahaha.. OH MY GOSH! there was this part of the Bar which was so so so cold.. It was like -0.5°.. hahahha.. being the suku us, we went in, abit blurblur.. so we went to the not so cold part first and took alot of photos.. we ordered a lychee cocktail and another blue colour one.. hahaha.. cant remember the names.. After the drinks, we headed out to the COLD sector.. I din know the temperature yet.. so when the waiter asked us if we wanted a jacket, i said no.. hahaha.. but after I walked in and stayed there for like less then 2min, i had to put the jacket on.. it was so so so so so so cold!! -0.5°!!! aahahahahha.. if you dun have money to go overseas to a cold country, would recommend you this Bar.. really felt like my legs were numb and my fingers could hardly move.. hahahha.. worse of all, i was wearing shorts!!! muahahahha! and we orded a Coke Martini.. hahhaha.. but it din really keep us warm anyway.. It was way too cold!! hahaha.. but i really enjoyed myself with xr there.. we laughed and did alot of stupid things!! After being tomented in that -0.5° place, we paid up and went to find somethign to eat.. i suddenly had a craving for Laksa.. hahaha.. you know when you are cold, you feel like eating something HOT. hahaha.. so we walked ard Clarke Quay and we could only find a Prawn Mee stall, and it felt like heaven.. our bodies were stlil cold and numb, but the inside became warm.. very homely feeling... yayyers! hahaha.. shall let the photos do the talking now.. heheee! - Mood:high

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i left yday's YN288 meeting feeling very ON for God.. that indeed the call is for the Youths of today to rise up to be the leaders of not tomorrow.. but leaders of the now. However, something that happened after YN288 meeting set my mind to think.. do people actually bother about your age when stuffs needs to be done..? Sounds contrididary huh? But the fact of matter is, Human bothers, but God doesnt!
Went to watch Tranformers today with Butt and Aud.. and it was an awesome show!!! go catch it if you haven..!!! God spoke to me.. and i am really amazed.. In every thing, there is the good and the bad.. and of course, there were the good and bad Transformers! hahaha.. i cant really remember the names.. but they got cool names! The bad ones wanna turn the world upside down and wanted to take control of the world, and of course the good ones were trying to stop them! In the plot, it is a US operation that all the generals and high ranking officers who were trying to settle and solve all the problems and preventing the bad transformers form hacking into their security system to steal their data. However, the tranformers were all too advanced that only the younger ones could help. At one point of time, the Security General asked one of the High School girls to go along with him to a sercret site and said, Come as my advisor. I was literally blown off when he said that. This cocky man who is in some high position in the US Government told a high school girl to go with him as his advisor.. woah!! oh yes!! and there was this cute guy (right butt!?) who was pracitcally tasked by the generals to take contol of everything and get the cube to the US planes and the good transformers.. it was a show that you can see that the older ones did so much but couldn really help but the young ones rose up to the occasion! I am not saying that the older folks are lousy.. without the advise of the elders, i am sure the younger ones will not be able to defeat the bad transformers on their own..
Are you ready to be the Transformers of the world? BUT, is it the good or the bad!? Good or evil? It is your choice. The show Tranformers really tied in with what Ps Eugene shared with us during the EJ288 Meeting.. No sacrifice, No victory. What are you willing to sacrifice today for the Victory of God in your lives? Is it your youth days that you are willing to sacrifice? Less shopping? Less gaming? Less... you name it you have it..
God, teach me to be a Transformer that not only transforms lives, but transforms the Nation for you... (Imagining all the metal things moving in and out of me now! haha!) Kinda cool... Where you stand, is a question of CHOICE. made the choice?
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happy birthday to mum, happy birthday to mum, happy birthday to mummy, happy birthday to mum!
dedicated to the special mummy in my life. Thank you for your support and love given to me.. you are deeply appreciated and loved.
HAPPY *1ST BLESSED BIRTHDAY!
LOVE, YOUR DAUGHTER. - Mood:happy

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Wow! Believe it or not.. I have been doing FYP for the past dunno how many hours.. Sebas and Ade came over last night and we did our project. Frankly speaking, our group is really a last minute group! hahahaha! Project deadline coming already den we start doing.. but i am really amazed by how productive it can get.. We spend one night to accomplish what people seem to spend weeks on.. hahaha.. Proud of us! heehee! Anyway, there is another project due next week but we have yet to start... OPPPPPPS!
I am beginning to enjoy Java though it seems quite irritating finding the codes and the mistakes.. but the sense of accomplishment is great! Woohoo! Done up the Add User and Staff Reg page alr.. Pages are working all fine.. gotta try to validate the Email now... Seems like i am typing alien language.. hahaha..
First time i found some joy in doing projects! Thank God! :) - Mood:tired
 - Music:Hosanna
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I still remmeber during the start of June, a word of hardened hearts was released to me.. at that point of time, I pointed my harden heart to everything that was around me.. everything else but me. but todays devotion in the 40 Day Fast Booket really opened my eyes to the things unseen.
HEARTS do not become stones OVERNIGHT. Instead it is the tragic consequence of rebellion over time. Every act of rebellion dull the conscience. Every sinful choice to resis God to go our own way, to do our own thing, empowers the flesh and increase carnality. And slowly, the heart starts to stray.
How true.
GUARD YOUR HEART LIANGMING. - Mood:thoughtful

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I really like today's Deovtion in the 40 Day fast booklet ALOT! The theme of it is... Seeding the Heart.
The devotion talked about us missing the day of the Lord's visitation. All of us are familar with the Parable of the Sower.. and this is yet another timely reminder for me. The quality of the soil is crucial. The condition of my heart determines if the Word of God will take root, or shrivel up and die. All of us know that seeds CANNOT grow on rocks.. so the question today for me is are there any rocks in my heart? Am I trying to grow the seed of God on a heart of stone? AND then, the next part struck me....
You may be going every week to one of the over 600 churches that dot our little island home. You listen to fantastic sermons that are well crafted and delivered with passion. You may even be part of an exciting cell group. Week after week, good seeds fall into the garden of your heart. But have they all landed on stones? BEWARE.
This part hit me real hard and brought me to reflect on my own life and the condition of my heart. What is the state of my inner garden?
Lord I pray for an innder garden that is flourishing and abounding with new life, full of the fruit of the Holy Spirit. Father, take the stones of rebellion, pride, lazziness away. Father, i do not want to be a shallow, superficial Christian and miss the Day of your visitation... Lord, mould me, make me and break me! Thank You Lord... In Jesus Name, Amen.
Thought of the Day: There is no substiture for intentional, personal cultivation of the inner life. - Mood:pleased
 - Music:From the Inside Out
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Service today was good! Really thank God for this series of Running with the WINNERS.. Never fails to remind me that hey! I have got a bunch of WINNERS together running with me... Its really amazing how Pastors bring across the sermons.. Really very blessed by it! OH YES! i received the 40 Days Fast booklet. Today marks the start of the 40 Days Fast... Lord, I pray that you will discipline me and flee me from temptation.. hahaha!
Let me show you a cute photo!!
 Isnt she so cute! hahaha..i mean.. ACT cute.. heehee...
Went to sakae after service with Rujia, Jia Ling, Germaine, Candy and Ps Eve.. it was an impromtu one... all thanks to *youknowwho*... hahaha.. And i made Ps Eve fall on her butt.. opps.. Sorry! hahaha.. But really had a good time laughing and joking around.. it was really a FEI-LOSHIP.. hahahaha..
OHYES! I wanna thank my gers... for doing up the small little Birthday thingy for Ps Eve.. Indeed they are a bunch of joy to me... love you all loads!
LM IS HAPPY FOR YOU! :) Hope things work out.. Prays HARD HARD! - Mood:high
 - Music:none
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